what makes me:me

hello world, im back and alive!

cecychow — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 18:11:43 +0000

hello world.

its been a while. okay,a while’s really quite wildly understated.

lets do sum updating of my life.

in e past 2 yrs:

i got attached.

1ve moved company.

i got pregnant.

Just joking on e last portion. not even married how to get pregnant?! haha.

erm.

life’s pretttty good. work’s cool. bosses are great. taught me a heck lot of things. work’s cool for the clients’ who placed their trust in me,even enuf to refer all their friends and relations to me. its humbling and motivating. that my heart and efforts have not gone unnoticed.of coz there’re plenty of things im still striving to improve…

lo and behold, i’ll get them all right soon. really really soon.

on randoms.. bf has made me quite mad this evening. so mad i cant and refuse to go to bed. n its just silly coz i noe when i wake tmr..it’ll all be over and im not gonna be so upset anymore.

oh well. let me juz blame the damn weather for making me feel extremely irritable.

i think…

cecychow — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 14:54:56 +0000

ive found myself…

someone…

really really gentle.

someone values me for me. someone who pushes me to go on when im all tired out.

someone who makes me feel that i can safely place myself in his care…

this is a lil all too much for someone who thinks she’s a lil too free spirited to feel.

but lets see how things go.

sigh.

a lil worrying though.

knowing e capacity this chick has to run.

n hurt.

traces..

cecychow — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 16:50:21 +0000

“Just wait, Gretel, until the moon rises, and then we shall see the crumbs of bread which I have strewn about, they will show us our way home again.” When the moon came they set out, but they found no crumbs, for the many thousands of birds which fly about in the woods and fields had picked them all up.

HAPPY NEW YR!

cecychow — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 16:43:32 +0000

hi ppl!

happy new yrrrrrrrrrrr!! *ROAR*

yes, im abit slow. but nonetheless, i hope everyone’s doing good. =)

not gonna give any excuses for e lack of posts.. *yes, out the window with all that “ive been bz ” talk.

i think its apparent by now upkeeping my blog isnt one of my strengths..

haha.

But, of coz, i cant juz throw in the towel juz as yet.. let me try to make blogging a more regular affair this yr.

with more pics………….hehe

k la.. to start e new yr off..

let me share a pic of one of my fav things to go see…

FIREWORKS! yes, ive a thing for them.

this was taken at boatquay, outside jazz at southbridge. *talking abt jazz at southbridge, its a cool place.. if u like jazz, do go visit..*
with this, adios..good nite. till a few days away!

celia is the kor mia…

cecychow — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:57:16 +0000

with the amount of cough syrup im downing.

wad a time to get sick.

bother.

crap.

damn.

sianzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. i muz haf faith prayers work!

ive the power of 3!

YL: our Father in the skies above, mighty art thou. Please bless Celia with good health so she can come to dinner with us. For blessed are the meek. Amen.JW: hey big G.. i know u’re up there… so listen well~~ help make our dear fren celia all better by tml… thanx man!!

CC: Dear God, i think ive been a good girl. Can You be very nice and make me well so i can go play and eat with all the ah bengs, ah peis, chiobus and wad nots from serangoon tmr? Thank you very very very much! Amen!

so near.. yet so far.

cecychow — Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:58:45 +0000

u asked me earlier, wad i would like for christmas this yr.

i think there’s probably nutting i want that you cant afford. yet i know too as well i’d neva ask for any present like how a little girl would write to santa dearest.

to me, its always a better blessing to give than receive.

but y do i feel that there’s nutting that i can give u this year that would make u happier than last?

questions that i cant answer. thoughts that will ever be present.

cecychow — Fri, 30 Nov 2007 16:31:37 +0000

am juz awfully tired tonite.

the carols are playing.

but unlike usual, they arent half close to alleviating the many bothering thoughts.

cecychow — Sun, 21 Oct 2007 15:00:32 +0000

when would u know if enough was enough..?

cecychow — Tue, 16 Oct 2007 18:08:42 +0000

Dear God,

tonite i remember everyone else and that life isnt all about me.

to those in sum kind of dilemma, in some kind of trouble, in some kind of confusion, in some kind of sadness, hopelessness,loneliness,frustrations and even cynicism.

i pray for some light to shine upon them and for some stars and flowers to prettify everything.

i pray for some love to lead their way too.

May everyone be blessed and be less unhappy with their situations.

i thank you for nice people too. Please make me a lil smarter though so i learn abit faster and irritate less. Also, please alwaz keep all of us in your favour and love.

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING! =)

Amen and good nite!

the indian who has made my day a number of times

cecychow — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:16:09 +0000

haha. i apologise for e seemingly biased title.

but its true.

that heck of a brown boy neva fails to amuse me with his quick (quite) wits and gift of the gap.

dod: hmm, i norm wait for 5-10mins for e bus.

ceci: really? hey, i wait 20mins for e same bus la. tt’s not fair. y r u e luckier one?

him: hahaha.but hey ur e betta looking one.

ceci: oh. opps.

*n i stopped all quibbling with dod.

recalling the situation, i think the dude has a way with his words la. i still declare him e smoothest of e lot. I haf to say that his response alwayz come instantanesously. Sumtimes i wonder if he really means it, but it really isnt impt.

fact is… he mangaged to reframe my mood! n almost effortlessly!

its a gift la friend.

Would u not agree with me so? haha..