ive found myself…
someone…
really really gentle.
someone values me for me. someone who pushes me to go on when im all tired out.
someone who makes me feel that i can safely place myself in his care…
this is a lil all too much for someone who thinks she’s a lil too free spirited to feel.
but lets see how things go.
sigh.
a lil worrying though.
knowing e capacity this chick has to run.
n hurt.
“Just wait, Gretel, until the moon rises, and then we shall see the crumbs of bread which I have strewn about, they will show us our way home again.” When the moon came they set out, but they found no crumbs, for the many thousands of birds which fly about in the woods and fields had picked them all up.
hi ppl!
happy new yrrrrrrrrrrr!! *ROAR*
yes, im abit slow. but nonetheless, i hope everyone’s doing good. =)
not gonna give any excuses for e lack of posts.. *yes, out the window with all that “ive been bz ” talk.
i think its apparent by now upkeeping my blog isnt one of my strengths..
haha.
But, of coz, i cant juz throw in the towel juz as yet.. let me try to make blogging a more regular affair this yr.
with more pics………….hehe
k la.. to start e new yr off..
let me share a pic of one of my fav things to go see…
FIREWORKS! yes, ive a thing for them.
=)
this was taken at boatquay, outside jazz at southbridge. *talking abt jazz at southbridge, its a cool place.. if u like jazz, do go visit..*
with this, adios..good nite. till a few days away!
with the amount of cough syrup im downing.
wad a time to get sick.
bother.
crap.
damn.
sianzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. i muz haf faith prayers work!
ive the power of 3!
YL: our Father in the skies above, mighty art thou. Please bless Celia with good health so she can come to dinner with us. For blessed are the meek. Amen.JW: hey big G.. i know u’re up there… so listen well~~ help make our dear fren celia all better by tml… thanx man!!
CC: Dear God, i think ive been a good girl. Can You be very nice and make me well so i can go play and eat with all the ah bengs, ah peis, chiobus and wad nots from serangoon tmr? Thank you very very very much! Amen!
u asked me earlier, wad i would like for christmas this yr.
i think there’s probably nutting i want that you cant afford. yet i know too as well i’d neva ask for any present like how a little girl would write to santa dearest.
to me, its always a better blessing to give than receive.
but y do i feel that there’s nutting that i can give u this year that would make u happier than last?
questions that i cant answer. thoughts that will ever be present.
am juz awfully tired tonite.
the carols are playing.
but unlike usual, they arent half close to alleviating the many bothering thoughts.
Dear God,
tonite i remember everyone else and that life isnt all about me.
to those in sum kind of dilemma, in some kind of trouble, in some kind of confusion, in some kind of sadness, hopelessness,loneliness,frustrations and even cynicism.
i pray for some light to shine upon them and for some stars and flowers to prettify everything.
i pray for some love to lead their way too.
May everyone be blessed and be less unhappy with their situations.
i thank you for nice people too. Please make me a lil smarter though so i learn abit faster and irritate less. Also, please alwaz keep all of us in your favour and love.
THANK YOU FOR LISTENING! =)
Amen and good nite!
haha. i apologise for e seemingly biased title.
but its true.
that heck of a brown boy neva fails to amuse me with his quick (quite) wits and gift of the gap.
dod: hmm, i norm wait for 5-10mins for e bus.
ceci: really? hey, i wait 20mins for e same bus la. tt’s not fair. y r u e luckier one?
him: hahaha.but hey ur e betta looking one.
ceci: oh. opps.
*n i stopped all quibbling with dod.
recalling the situation, i think the dude has a way with his words la. i still declare him e smoothest of e lot. I haf to say that his response alwayz come instantanesously. Sumtimes i wonder if he really means it, but it really isnt impt.
fact is… he mangaged to reframe my mood! n almost effortlessly!
its a gift la friend.
Would u not agree with me so? haha..
for an official closure, i declare an end to turning a yr older.
ate to my fill, n of coz, god is fair, size grew proportionately as well. the many meals have made their way deep into my stomach heart.
im well loved. but tt’s coz ive really really really tolerant n loving friens!
i know ive thanked everyone, but words def arent enuf. =)
(some to think abt it, mayb its all ur ploy to get me fat!!! )
anyhowz, honestly, its been really touching la. all of u who r so so so bz bothered to make plans for me, burnt a small lil hole in ur pockets to feed me, waste some time shopping to get me sumthing pretty,send me sweet sweet msgs. dee da dee da deeee…
i heart everyone! hehe. ya. really! cross my heart.
yzps guys n jielin : e bag was really a pleasant surprise! n i m in shock how come a guy like jingxian can choose sumthing that looks as decent as that. n e cake lide baked. sinfully yummy. more imptly, it was e heart and love involved. thanz guys!
t2 babes: Kk muz give fifi and mr seow credit for spending a lot of time on e presents.haha. i love em la. e earrings, e frangrance set, e gg5 shorts that i need to lose sum weight to fit into. haha.
sim babes: again a pretty bag! n of coz all e time spent together catching up n staring at fake erm. assets.
cj 3/4 guys: hehe.u guys rock also la. e swiss o’tel lounge is pretty romantic! n not to forget, e perfume i really really really want!haha. though i shld haf picked a coach purse as well.. *grinz* aiya. these guys bought e exact same bag my pri sch friens did, hmm talk abt coincidence, though they din tell me nor show me.. i found out sumhow when a few of them were staring at e bag i was carrying n asking me qns abt it.hmm, pretty obvious. since when did guys start botherin abt wad bags girls carried. hahaha.
des: yummi big o meal, n of coz the e pleasant meal n for accomodating my schedule.
dod: for insistin i go to e mall becoz he refused to buy me a coffeeshop meal. thanx sweetie.
leni: curry favour, a good movie, and time spent catching up! i think i still like stars to a good extend. though i neva realised how difficult i used to make ur life. =)
ah nei,hen n egg n fransis: for e frienship, for e care n concern, for being there
ram : for being u, for knowing me, for being on call.
n the many many smses:
aric e kunji: for remembering e toy set uve been talking abt for 4yrs, for texting from e far east,for being sweet.
my mwl colleagues: ive disappointed but u guysl forgave. e sms meant a great deal, i miss everyone really.
my ssl friens n boss : syl, tingz, bryan n tony! for all e support, for e frienship..
k la. i think ive succeeded recording how blessed ive been .im def gonna look back at this yrs down e road too n rem how good life has been.
peace out!
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